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Depressed heartache

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Published: Jun 10, 2008

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Depressed heartache

_{I wish I could've written all my misery down
I wish I could've cried it all away
Teardrops fallin', screaming the pain out of my heart
No one listens to what I had to say nor wanted

Did they have to see what hurt I've seen!
Did they have to hear from what I was running from!
Did they even feel the pain that made me want to hide forever?
Would they have even listened if they did?

Why?

Why wouldn't they listen to me
My pain and sorrow are so unbearable
But they are also so unbelievable!

Why? (screaming)

Why won't they see that I'm crawling deeper into my self?
My heart is bleeding, my soul restless

{Chorus}

Depressed heartache from all the pain in my head
Depressed heartache from all the pain that I cause
Depressed heartache when will it all stop
Depressed heartache when will I start believin'

I've lost all of my emotions
Have I lost my mind
--- More than once ---
I've tried to end it all
To outrun life, each chance I got
I would've given my soul for a second chance

{Guitar Solo in- chorus whispering

Depressed heartache from all the pain in my head
Depressed heartache from all the pain that i cause
Depressed heartache when will it all stop
Depressed heartache when will I start believin'

- solo out}

But in the end, when everybody still thinks I'm insane
Insanity becomes my reality
I struggle between crazed thoughts and real-life problems
My mind plays tricks with me, makin' me depressed

I'm angry at the world!
But shouldn't I be angry at myself
My self pity isn't right
I need to think about my loved ones
Think about the present and the future
I've got to stop thinkin' about the mischiefs in my life
I've got to start cherishin' myself and all I have!
I've got to start believin'...

...and go forward in life!!!}

A song that comes out of the deep/darkest ends of my heart. A real personal story, that just smuthers my life and makes me take pills every day, because of my depressed state of mind, it isn't finished, so I'll work on it, whenever I feel like it. If there are any suggestions, spelling that isn't right, just let me know.

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